and i held him in my hands


staring into space


hoping against hope


that he would move


that he would do anything


anything


but stay still.


but i knew it was impossible


for what is DEAD is dead


and that’s how it should be.


that’s just how life is


how death is.


we shared a lot of times


through every defining moment in my life,


or even just through those days


when i wish i just didn’t breathe anymore.


he was always there.


always.


and now i watch him


as he lay in my arms;


as tears i long held fought their way out;


as i shatter inside.


he was a part of me.


but now he’s gone…………..


i knew you well.


and no one will ever replace you.


Ever.


Rest in peace.


 


oh well… it’s just a cd player. i can always buy a new one.


~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~


on a happier note, my legs still hurt from vball workout last tuesday, and i cant talk and eat bcoz my dentist pulled out two teeth from me which made me miss today’s workout.


how is that classified under “happier note”?


i dont really know.

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3 thoughts on “

  1. oooooooooh, so THAT’S why u missed practice/workout………….. hmmmmmm…. ok……….. there’s a note for u on my xanga from Coach Foster, though……. sooooo *shrugs*
    WHOOOOAAAA………. i thought u were talking about……………………………………………. in this post……. haha whoooopppps………..
    your legs still hurt??! my legs don’t hurt at all!! tired, but not as sore as last week…….. BOO YA!!!!!!
    *** sail around the world and tell them all to keep singing it la la la la la la all we needs a harmony and we’ll convince the world to sing la la la la la la throw your arms around someone (throw your arms around someone) maybe spread a little love i know it sounds a little dumb (or maybe i’m a little drunk) but all we need is some ice cream and a hug ***
                   ^ my awesome theme song BOO YESSSS!!!
      cyaz homieness
                                                   yes, i am OBVIOUSLY in a good mood
                                  heehee
             don’t really know why though……..

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