Every night is another story.

“Happiness comes in
many forms-in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when
you make someone else’s dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed.
It’s okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting
that happiness might be.”

no need to worry about that now, coz  as of right now, i am happy. how fleeting this happiness might be, i dont know. but if the day comes that i’m miserable and missing times like this, at least i’d know that for a few moments, i was carefree, i was living, i was happy. that’ll be enough.

i’m not sure how mush happier life can be,  butim sure this isn’t it. i am good with everyhing, but sometimes i cant help but think that maybe something i missing. i’m in no hurry to find that coz it’s more likely that that thing is not something found but something to wait for. something that will come my way. whatever it is.

but as for right now, i am happy.

but…..
Stephen King wrote: Time takes it
all. Whether you want it to or not, time takes it all away, time bares
it away. And in the end, there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others
in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again.

four years from now, for some of us less than that, we’re going to be completely different people. for the better, maybe for the worst.  but we’re going to change. and it’s scary, coz everything is safe now. high school i safe. whatever’s out there can ruin all these things i have, all these people i love.

i don’t want to lose myself in that darkness.

Good morning, revival.