I’m all for being proactive and giving nothing less than my best, but sometimes, no matter how hard you try, no matter what you do, it’s just not going to happen. That happened with my family moving to the US, with me getting into nursing school… both happened but not according to our timeline. But they happened, and honestly, it was better that they came late. I wouldn’t be as financially, emotionally, and mentally ready for nursing school if I had gotten in at my ideal time. But that’s the thing, though. It was MY ideal time. It was ideal according to me. But what the hell do I know?
I want things for the future. There are certain things I have a timeline for. But I can’t control that. When it happens, it happens. I just really pray to God that it’ll be worth it.