emily’s party was awesome. (SICK PARTY, DUDE!)

that was exactly what i needed. God did i need to loosen up.

something’s have come up and frankly i’m scared. who the fuck knows what’s gonna happen in the following months? everything so shaky right now, and i know if what i fear most happens again, i’m gonna be crushed. worse than what happened before.

sheesh i sound like a hoplessly pathetic girl whose boyfriend is about to break up with her. how i wish my problem was that simple.

no school today. snow is awesome. it’s always….. uhh.. magical?

friday was soooo much fun.. making kids smile was great. mr. o’conell is hilarious, not to mention generous? dude, he bought ALL of us dinner in mcdonald’s! charles playing tic-tac-toe by himself is just plain…. weird. and jamarr, holy crap. jamarr–that dude’s amazing.

“what are you gonna do? stick you’re finger in there?”

“X won again. DAMN THAT X.”

“not the best way to spend a friday night. WHERE ARE ALL MY FRIENDS?!?!”

“Mr. OC, this is how ppol get into things called ACCIDENTS”
“YOU were an accident.”

MKS–must do again.

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HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY TO ALL OF YOU GUYS. MUCH LOVE.