stealin this from jenn’s site…

yeah.. if ur bored like me… pls take time to do this… ayt!?

Marinela is _________.

Marinela needs ________.

i want Marinela to ________.

without Marinela, _______.

the worst thing bout Marinela is ________.

the best thing bout Marinela is_________.

i love Marinela because __________.

i hate Marinela because___________.

………take ur time……………

YESSSSSSSSSS!!!

DRIVING SCHOOL is OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yaaaaaayyyyy!

well, at least, the boring part is over…

i still need to do the behind the wheel class thingy…….

now that’s driving……

and i held him in my hands

staring into space

hoping against hope

that he would move

that he would do anything

anything

but stay still.

but i knew it was impossible

for what is DEAD is dead

and that’s how it should be.

that’s just how life is

how death is.

we shared a lot of times

through every defining moment in my life,

or even just through those days

when i wish i just didn’t breathe anymore.

he was always there.

always.

and now i watch him

as he lay in my arms;

as tears i long held fought their way out;

as i shatter inside.

he was a part of me.

but now he’s gone…………..

i knew you well.

and no one will ever replace you.

Ever.

Rest in peace.

 

oh well… it’s just a cd player. i can always buy a new one.

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on a happier note, my legs still hurt from vball workout last tuesday, and i cant talk and eat bcoz my dentist pulled out two teeth from me which made me miss today’s workout.

how is that classified under “happier note”?

i dont really know.

WHO ELSE IS IN HOMEROOM

 

304B????

 

 

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SOOOO SORE!!!

WAAAAAAAHHHH!   

my legs hurt sooooo bad… and the bad part.. i gotta run again tomorrow…

WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!

vollyball started yesterday….. and we ran A LOT (for me)… then we brought out the net… i suck at serving..    gotta work out on that… AND CRAMPS! damn, that slowed me down…… i wanted to drag my right leg through out our laps………………….. i need to get more potassium….

and………. i started driving school… one word..

BORING………………   

we sit there for 3 freakin hrs and…….. nuttin…. our teacher is sooooooo boring….

but look on the brighter side…….at least now i can say i have a life…   

and OHHHHHHH… last sunday, we had this family day thing for CFC… and i saw some YFC ppol………. that was cool…       

gotta go get ready to sore tomorrow……….

wish me luck.    

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OHHHHHHHHHH!! HERE’S A JOKE!!

teacher: what’s the plural form of ‘man’?

student: ‘MEN’!

teacher: GOOD! how about ‘woman’?

student: ‘WOMEN’!

teacher: how about ‘child’?

student:………… TWINS!

LMFAO!!!!!

ayt.. ttyl guys..

heyyyy…. got some jokes… well, some ppol might not get it… coz, some of them requires some….. uh….. “tagalog knowledge”…. wahehehe… (those are everything else except the three bold ones…) got this from my buddy charmaine…. (salamat pare!.)

Chinese Filipino Names…………..

>>>> Born during the night – Andy Lim
>>>> Born blind – Kenneth Sy
>>>> Born being swindled – Lino Co
>>>> Born while cooking – Nilo Toh
>>>> Born as 10th child – Sam Po
>>>> Born while being courted – Lily Gaw
>>>> Born fat – Bob Uy
>>>> Born little – Kathy Ting
>>>> Born different – Eva Yan
>>>> Born with porridge – Lino Gaw
>>>> Born looking for someone – Allen Sia
>>>> Born while counterfeiting – Faye King
>>>> Born during Sunday – Lyn Go
>>>> Born with malice – Mali Sia
>>>> Born angry with someone – Ally Tan
>>>> Born with picture – Lara Huan
>>>> Born with sweets – Ken Dy
>>>> Born undefined – Sam Ting
>>>> Born while taking a bath – Lily Go
>>>> Born not to take a bath – Dinah Lily Go
>>>> Born while buying – Bill Li
>>>> Born secretly – Tina Go
>>>> Born to pass flatus – Otto Tin
>>>> Born ugly – Kaw Yan
>>>> May reklamo ka??? – Nath Ting (hehehehe)

When you look at me, I just—

Shit.

Do you have to stare like that..?

I try to be brave and lock my eyes with yours….

But I can’t.

Gawd dammit I can’t.

I finally give up and look away…….

And you flash that smile..

Oh shit that smile..

It’s weird how your simple gestures send butterflies to my stomach..

And I wonder…..

Do you ever feel that way…?

With whom, though…?

But then again… do I really wanna know…?

….that your smiles are only meant for that person?

….that your happily ever after is my worst nightmare?

….that all I ever dreamed of would always be just a dream?

Lights… camera… heartbreak.

 

Then I guess I’ll just have to continue being me…

the admirer from far away…

…never to be noticed…

…not even a glance…

…not even a chance…

I do wonder though…

What could happen if I ever

EVER

Tell you all these?

Could I get that chance I’ve been dying for?

Or will I be in your “HA! GOTCHA!” list?

Dare I say, heartbreak again?

Gosh I miss you…

I miss your laugh, your jokes, your walk..

Those crazy things you do.

Making me wonder again..

Do you ever think of me, too?

Or at least something I remind you of?

At least that way…

I know that you’ve thought of me…

That somehow, maybe..

Just maybe..

I have the smallest place..

 …in your heart…

 

 

***forgot to mention… i DID NOT write this… i got this from some quote site…. and i was like “WHOA… too many similarities…” and i just HAD to put it here…. so.. yeah…. not that grest of a writer…***

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

im bored..

OHHH LOOOKKKIIIEEEEEE! another survey….

1. Who’s your favorite Sesame Street character?
>>cookie monster.. coz he said…:”a friend asked me.. ‘what’s afriend?’ and me said ‘a friend is what the last chocolate cookie is for.'” awwwwwwww..

2. What is your least favorite color?
>>pink

3. Favorite villain of all time?
>>plankton… is he a viallin..?

4. How do manage anger?
>> i……… listen to THE USED….. full blast…

5. What is the name people call you that you like
most?
>>lanelle

6. Do you run when you’re late?
>> nahhhhh…. except when the punishment is detention…. i RUN LIKE HELL!! well, i try…

7. Who do you think is the most underrated singer?
>> a lot of bands…… a LOT of not-so-popular bands…

8. What’s your favorite dessert?
>>ice cream! who doesn like ice cream??

9. What do you hate most about travelling?
>>jetlag..

10. What’s your take on Friendster testimonials?
>> it’s what ppol think of you… i guess..

11. Do you think you’re influential?
>> ha.. ha… influential? nah……

12. Name one overt characteristic of yours. Why
did this come to mind first?
>> wtf does overt mean? anyone…..?

13. Which paranmormal/superstitious/fictional
character are you scared the most?
>>ghosts popping out….

14. Do you collect anything?
>>uhhhhhhhhhh…….. notes and letters and cards…? stuff like that…. it’s fun to look back….. fun and painful, that is…

15. What’s original thing you would like to do
with/to your special someone?
>>it’s not so original….. but i’d like to hangout under a tree in a park,, by he lake,, and listen to him sing with his guitar………………………. call me hoplessly romantic, but hey, i like that idea…

16. Favorite childhood game?
>>chinese garter and jacks……….. oooohhhh and langit-lupa and ice-water!!! hahaha!! now that i think of it, the games sound sooooo weird…

17. How old do you think will you be when you
die?
>>the death thingy on my site says i’ll die when im 64 (i think?) but i dont believe it… i wish to die when im old… but not too old…

19. How many times in your life you’ve been
hospitalized?
>>less than 3… i wasa lil girl…. for cpnvulsion, chicken pox, and another thing i forgot…

20. What’s your first childhood memory?
>> i was drowning coz my dad let go of me coz he wa watching after my bro…. then he took my hand and tried to ‘save’ me… but my bro drowned coz my dad let go of him to grab me….. WAHAHAHAHA!

21. Ask one question to God: what will it be?
>> where are you from..?

22. Defense mechanism you use often?
>> “im telling my mommy!” ….. works all the time…

23. Dream prof?
>>………..?

24. Given the chance, on which TV programn
you’d like to star on?
>>punk’d!!!!!!!!

25. How would like to be put to rest?
>>never waking up from my sleep…?

26. What kind of gifts did you ask Santa Claus on
your letters?
>>uhhh…. this expensive doll,,, but all i got was a big board game…. ive always wondered why… but now,, i know… i was bcoz my parents couldnt afford it!

27. How often do you cry?
>>uhhh.. rarely… i guess…

28. What’s the best thing you like to do alone?
>>talk to myself…?

29. What’s the first thing on your priority list right
now?
>>loose weight…

we’re going to six flags tomorrow…

yipee. (sarcastic)

it’s gonna be boring… well, sort of…

i dont have anyone to hang out with…… except my bro and sis…

*sigh* guess i just have to deal with it…..

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quote of the day…

DuoSkye: It’s hip its hop its fucking funny!